Seeing Someone…

Seeing someone a few times, I have a few questions, my mind runs in circles.

What would you qualify as an introverted person?

How would you recognize a struggling person?

What situation is defined as helpless and in needing of a helping hand?

When is it seen as invading someone’s privacy and crossing their borders?

Should one feel guilt because you had and have not intervened?

How can one human being bring about so many thoughts and doubts in someone else’s mind?


Honey, it’s raining tonight
The storms always have an eye, have an eye
Tell me your cover tonight

I Want You To Know, Zedd feat. Selena Gomez

Kiss me darling, a-one more time
With everything that you have inside
Kiss me darling, a-one more time
‘Cause love’s the only thing we leave behind

Kiss me, Magic!

Said I’ve been thinking about my life for all these nights
As I’m wishing on the stars up in the sky
Wondering where does our love fit in this design
Did I constellate your light right next to mine?

Kiss me, Magic!

Sun’s in your eyes, the heat is in your hair
They seem to hate you
Because you’re there
And I need a friend, oh, I need a friend
To make me happy
Not stand here on my own

Look at me standing
Here on my own again
Up straight in the sunshine
No need to run and hide
It’s a wonderful, wonderful life
No need to hide and cry
It’s a wonderful, wonderful life

Wonderful Life, Black (Katie Melua Cover)

Someone, another and me

Someone told me I was sad

Another told me I had the blues

Someone told me to get it over with

Another told me I was just being lazy

Someone doesn’t speak to me anymore

And another told me I was a shut in

Someone told me I was just a hypocrite

Another told me to get over myself

That person doesn’t speak to me anymore

Someone told me I had been cared for too much

Another told me I was the embodiment of my generation

Someone told me I was just being irresponsible

Another added unreliable

Both don’t speak to me anymore

Someone told me I do it all for the attention

Another told me they were evil thoughts

Someone told me I was being ungrateful

Another told me it was because I was privileged

Yet another one doesn’t speak with me anymore

I tell myself all of those. I brew it in my head as soon as something goes wrong. I think of all the people I’ve lost. I conclude that I’m undeserving and worthless. I can’t think of a reason why things are this way, I figure out it’s because of me. It’s because I’m me. I’m thinking how unlucky my parents were to end up with me. I’m thinking how many lives and people I have changed, touched in a negative way because, it’s obvious, I’m me. I think God is the only one who loves me unconditionally, He has to but when the times come, will He choose me? Then my head empties and I can’t think, I don’t feel.. Life continues on.. I still can’t feel..