I don’t want to hear it
I don’t want to be pitied
I reacted against my will I never meant to scream hysterically, cry and tremble like that.
I couldn’t control any of those. When the door closed and I couldn’t get it to open, my heart broke and my mind went blank. There were no other ways to get out and the door wouldn’t open.
THE DOOR WOULDN’T OPEN!
I didn’t mean to act that way, it happened before I knew it.
I kept it going for the 30mn I was blocked in there, and half the time after because my tears and sobbing wouldn’t stop.
I know you all thought I was stupid and now I can’t bare your stares and I feel like I can read your thoughts. The eyes you used to look at me have changed and I feel ashamed..