« … Why are you still laying on your bed?? Jesus Christ, can’t you even get some light in here!? No, you wouldn’t, it would expose you for what you really are. Unwanted, ugly, stupid, bum.. Why don’t you try getting out of here once in awhile?? Of course you wouldn’t, where would you go? With who would you hang out? All your friends can’t stand you anymore! You’re so useless and unsociable. Can’t you see that there are no future for you outside those walls?? Your hellish cage is also your haven, this is so pathetic, I can’t even pity you and no one does anymore. You wasted everybody’s patience, no one cares about you anymore. You crying? Do you hope that your tears will wash your insignificance and flaws away. What kind of sadist are you?? It’s so obvious, the world is waiting for you to die so it can get better. Why don’t you crash on a tree, jump from a bridge or bleed to death. You’d do all of us a favor… >>
And I kept crying, alone, I know it’s right but I’m too scared to act.
#MiracleChallenge – Week 5 :
Prompt no 4 (Write a Story / Poem using theme “Negative Thoughts”)