Report on faith
stayed at home
Went to church but didn’t participate at all
Went to church and almost ignored the veneration part
(intended) to go
Straight dead spirited. Faith blown away.
Dark path. No more light, as little or weak it used to be.
It’s funny before I graduated, I couldn’t miss a Sunday and now I became one of the special events Catholics.
How could I possibly redeem myself if I don’t even feel guilty anymore?
I do feel concerned and pray mechanically.
But my spark is gone, as all ties are too thin to even transmit my words anymore.
Forgiveness, mercy, blessings, protection, wishes, cries and joy, whatever the communication was about seems too big to be carried on now.