Is it okay?

Is it really okay to be overwhelmed by your feelings?
Is it, really? To let your emotions overcome everything else.
To feel like drowning and not trying to get out of water? To keep sinking although your chest hurts…
Is it okay to keep feeling like this days after days, to even forget what it’s like to not be surrounded by heavy water and not be interested by it either?
It feels childish to corner yourself and let one little thing take so much control over yourself.
Am I stupid to smile during my slow drowning, to feel a bit of pleasure in my long agony?
Sadistic maybe?
I don’t want to float back,
no I don’t wanna…

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